Well...

Well, so, I finally did it. And now I feel like a fool. An idiot. What did I go and do that for?

I felt the damn letter slip from my fingers into the gapeing mouth of the post-box, and it was only then, just then, that I realied I was an idiot. Again. My thoughts burst into a rapid stream, shouting two words over and over. "Get back, get back, get back."

I tried forceing my hand through the opening, but it stuck fast. I yanked it back, and kicked the red post box. Damn the postal service. Damn.

I've posted the letter. I can't get it back.

I wish I hadn't. I soooo wish I hadn't.